hi, i'm vandal. you can call me zephyr/zeph or zhec too. 33 years old (oct. 22nd), fanfic writer + dreamwidth RPer. i'm two-spirit (Onondaga and settler; reconnecting) and use he/they/ey/it pronouns. my romantic partners can use she/her.

i'm really into cosmic horror and 2D boys music projects, like handead anthem and hypnosis mic and, more recently, charisma house and fragaria memories. besides that i like music of all kinds (mostly rap/hiphop + post-hardcore/prog metal) and some animanga.

i'm also haine, or a pretty big fan of phantom siita, a retro horror idol group produced by the utaite ado. my oshi is moka. 💙 also into a little kpop; XLOV and choi yena are my favorites! rui is my ult/bias.

i'm disabled and schizophrenic and i talk about this a lot, since it affects me so heavily.

i have an interest in languages and linguistics, and its my goal to learn five or more. i'm currently studying japanese (about N5 level), but my goals are to learn german, vietnamese, korean, finnish, and spanish.

i write a lot of fic for my spouse, cecil, who i live with along with our cat, ginger.

besides my spouse, i have two other partners; one romantic and one [STATIC NOISES], daz and naya.

handead anthem • hypnosis mic • one piece • jujutsu kaisen • chainsaw man • fear & hunger • void stranger • charisma house • attack on titan • final fantasy x/x-2 • world of horror • more!

phantom siita • XLOV • choi yena • atarashii gakko • defeater • dem atlas • atmosphere • kid cudi • nirvana • john frusciante • system of a down • more!

ko tenjin @ karteria/somnia/seasons.
alder daragh @ seasons.
amahiko tendou @ seasons.
gray @ seasons.
pav yudin @ bonds & boundaries.

i'll put more info about games and writing here soon. probably.